♥Perfectly Imperfect

Untitled Thursday, June 9, 2011 10:58 AM

My life is changing and it's changing drastically. Back in March my mommy had brain surgery and that pretty much was the start of it. The doctors have all said that it's pretty much a miracle that she's alive because her aneurism should have killed her. I am beyond thankful but that doesn't make It any easier. I feel so bad for my father. In a few days it'll be 26 years that they've been together and it has to be hard to pretty much lose the person you've loved for so long. She's here physically but mentally she's a different person. But I digress.

In October I'll be doing a brain aneurism walk. I'm putting together a team as we speak. Every little bit helps.

I'm also in a weird transition phase. It's that awkward moment when You realize the thing you've studying isn't What You want to do with your life anymore. -blah-

In a strange way I feel at peace. It's like I know That even though it may not seem like it now but everything will be OK. *crosses fingers* I sure as hell hope so.

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My feelings are my feelings... Thursday, May 19, 2011 9:27 PM

... and once I've felt them you have no right to invalidate them. I've noticed that majority of the people in my life like to tell me how to feel. It's always pissed me off & I've never known how to express verbally why it pissed me off so much, until now. I never tell anyone how to feel. If anything, I say that I don't understand it. Everyone is different and what bothers me wont necessarily bother you. Being emotional (as some people like to use as an excuse for something bothering me) has nothing to do with it. Yes I'm a self proclaimed emotional person but being emotional doesn't mean that things bother you easily. I know emotional people who do not let anything get to them. But that's another story. Pretty much what I'm trying to say is that instead of putting me down I wish that the people I love would take the time to at least TRY and understand why I feel the way that I do. I don't think that's too much to ask. Is it? *blah* maybe it is.

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Memories Wednesday, January 26, 2011 3:34 AM

This is my childhood <3>
I wish I could go back to these days.

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At this point... Sunday, January 23, 2011 11:42 PM

... I want more than this. I deserve more than this. If I want things to change, I have to stop waiting on others to change them and do it myself. It's my life right? Well the real question is if I'm ready for things to change? I'm not sure if I am.

*sigh*

*crosses fingers* I hope this all ends well. Hopefully I make the right decisions.

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Untitled Thursday, January 20, 2011 3:51 AM

‎"There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes, all you need is one." -OTH

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30 Day Disney Challenge - Day 5: Favorite Hero Wednesday, January 5, 2011 11:20 PM

Her-cu-les! He's my absolute favorite "Zero to Hero"! I love his spirit and his need to never give up. His ambition was great too! I can also relate to his clumsiness. I've been told my entire life how clumsy I am.
Chivalry dead? Please. You must not have seen the movie.

All in all, I enjoyed watching Herc go from a regular boy to an extraordinary man!

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30 Day Disney Challenge - Day 4: Favorite Prince Tuesday, January 4, 2011 11:50 PM

Aladdin. He's cute and resourceful ;) He met someone, and did what he had to do to get her. I feel that's a quality that most men don't possess these days. He may have the help of genie buuuuut that doesn't make it any less special.
Aladdin has always been my favorite prince and I can't see that changing.

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