So like, originally I had planned on saying how happy I was.
Not to say that I'm not happy anymore, because I am,
but it's just crazy how things turn out.
I get off the phone at the crack of dawn with HIM (blushing) and I stayed up watching cartoons on Nick and looking for a new blogskin.
When I finally did fall asleep, I had my signature Colgate/Kool-Aid smile on.
I was just so happy.
Anyways....
So I go to sleep with a few minor interruptions but its good nonetheless.
When I finally do get up, my daddy is back from running errands and my mommy is back from her doctors appointment.
She gives me a job application and says some other stuff that I'm only half aware of because I was still like half sleep.
So like ten minutes later she calls me and my brother into her room and I'm thinking "this can't be good" so I woke up FULLY.
I couldn't tell if it was a good or bad thing from the look on her face,
but that quickly changed.
My daddy asked me and my brother if we remembered about 4 years ago when the doctors thought she had a problem with her heart?
We both answered yes.
She said that when she went to the doctor today they found that the problem has returned.
They did an EKG and some negative things showed up.
(whatever the hell that means)
So starting Thursday she has to wear a monitor for like a week.
Ehhh, I'm scared.
Really scared.
But I always see the glass as half full, so things will turn out good.
She said, she's gotta stay.
To see my brother graduate from high school, me from college, and she wants to be a grandma.
Anyways, at the end of the day, I'm still happy with only a lil bit of sad.
I'm still on cloud nine tryna catch my breath.