Okay, so to say yesterday was
HORRIBLE, would be an understatement. I'm just sad because today is usually one of my
FAVORITE days of the year. The start of the Christmas season. I woke up in a bad mood and I ended the day in a bad mood. I was going to wait until later to blog this, but I needed to vent. I really couldn't hold this in any longer. I find that no matter the situation,
Artavia always ends up in the wrong. I say sorry, because I end up feeling truly bad. Like, I get hurt so easily. Ugh, I wish that the people that I love the most in this world didn't have so much
control and
power over me. This lady told me it's because I let them. Okay, and maybe I do. But it's my prerogative :-| nah, but really. I let how other people feel drive me
WAY TOO MUCH. I mean, I'm almost sure that nobody but my
Mommy and
Daddy would be having panic attacks over me. True much? Like I said, I'm almost sure. Know what else is true much?
It's the people who care about you the most who manage to hurt you the most. I always had this notion that if they cared, they wouldn't want to see you hurt. Eehh, but that's just me. I guess. I just hope that today goes better. At least, I think that it will. I hope that it will. I'm praying that it will.
-Never go to sleep angry and if you love somebody you work it out.
--If you're reading this...
I Love You With ALL of My Heart.***Thanx to
Nickie,
Jaime, and
Cassie for cheering me up.
It meant
WAY more than ya'll know.
Ilyyyyy!!!***
I promise to let ya'll know how my day goes later!
But I'm off to bed!
HOLLLEERRRRRRR HOMIESSSSS
