Okay, so I'm sitting here with my puppy and I'm watching Gossip Girl and doing a paper. This will be one of my last papers. It's actually extra credit. I don't really need it but hey, I might as well do it. The paper has to be about what we're afraid of. Not like my normal fears which if you know me you'd know that it's
the dark, trains, and bridges. I guess watching this episode of Gossip Girls is really making me think about what I'm afraid of also. Even though it's only been on for not even a half hour yet. But, umm, life is short. Really short. No matter how much time you think you may have, you never really know. I've lost so many people in my life. People I really loved and cared about. For some reason, today a ton of emotions have been evoked in me. Well for one, tomorrow will make 7 years that my grandma M.J. had been gone so that can be one reason. Okay, so back to what I'm afraid besides the obvious. I am afraid of being alone and I am afraid that I'm not good enough. That will prolly be the main focus of my paper. I'm in love, and now that I know what it feels like to love him and be loved by him I'm afraid of loosing it. I've always said that I'd do it all over again if it meant ending up exactly where I'm at today. Me + You = Forever? Gosh I hope so. Forever is a long time. But some people search a lifetime for what we have right now. Blah, enough of that though. I've been a crying mess, not sad stuff though. I would say that I hope tomorrow will be betterr but I doubt it. Anywho, I'm off to finish this paper and watch Gossip Girl. But I have a question for you bloggers. What are you afraid of?
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