Okay, so I haven't blogged in awhile. I always say that I am, but I
NEVER do. Blah, I'm doing it now so SHUT UP!!! Ight, so a few minutes ago I was shouting into one of my pillows, but that wasn't helping that much so I decided to put pen to paper (or finger to keyboard in this case). Have you ever been in a situation by any chance where you're doing things for everyone else but never yourself? Well I feel like I do that
ALL of the time. Like people never stop and think "how would that make Tav feel?" or what have you. I don't want to come across as selfish yanno, but who doesn't want to know that they're being thought about? Especially when they think about others so much. Ugh, I don't want it to seem like I'm overreacting or anything, but =[ still.
There's things that I want but I wont say it. There are things that I feel but I wont say it, Why? Cos I feel like no one would be listening, or they don't want to hear. I feel like I'm getting reppitive =/ and who wants that? I know that shit gets annoying. You ever have A LOT of words right on the tip of your tounge, but you NEVER say it? What I'm scared about is that I'll hold my words in for too long and then it'll just ALL come out. Then when it does, it'll be so mean and rude sounding. They say that it's the people that you are closest to that hurt you the most. Majority of the time, they don't even know it. I wish that I could just open my mouth (woah baby, that could be so dirty LAWLS).
On a lighter note, if you know anything about me you'd know that I was addicted to Postsecret (check the links, oh yeah and shouts to my baby for the two Postsecret books that he got me for Christmas) but now I have another addicton. It's a little site called iloveyoumorethanblank. http://www.iloveyoumorethanblank.com There you can leave cute little messages to those that you care about and you can have them find it. I left two for my babe (you email it to them and then about 24 hours later they put it up) and he guessed which two they were. =D That made me happy. Another site that I'm loving right now is http://www.fmylife.com LAWLS at these stories. Oh yeah, and word to the wise, never get an iTouch though. It IS the devil. I swear, Iono what I ever did before this freaking thing.
-anyways, I think that I rambled enough so Imma call this quits. So I will HOLLLLEEERRRRRRR later HOMIES/HOMETTES!
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