My life is changing and it's changing drastically. Back in March my mommy had brain surgery and that pretty much was the start of it. The doctors have all said that it's pretty much a miracle that she's alive because her aneurism should have killed her. I am beyond thankful but that doesn't make It any easier. I feel so bad for my father. In a few days it'll be 26 years that they've been together and it has to be hard to pretty much lose the person you've loved for so long. She's here physically but mentally she's a different person. But I digress.

In October I'll be doing a brain aneurism walk. I'm putting together a team as we speak. Every little bit helps.

I'm also in a weird transition phase. It's that awkward moment when You realize the thing you've studying isn't What You want to do with your life anymore. -blah-

In a strange way I feel at peace. It's like I know That even though it may not seem like it now but everything will be OK. *crosses fingers* I sure as hell hope so.